i wish i could just
but every time i tried ,.. it just gets harder and harder !
believe me , if only he knew how deeply i felt for him , maybe he wouldn ' t do what he did to me now.
sadly , when i gave my only 
to him , my all ,. he never appreciated it like i did for him .
to him , my all ,. he never appreciated it like i did for him . yeah ,. i realized that we ' re heading down .
but SHIT ! he didn ' t even give a f*cking damn about it ! ( f*ck yaa for that ! )
i guess he just don ' t know what i had in mind about him . *sighh
i have big dreams . but the most important dream i had was being together .
FOREVER !
now it will just remain as a dream .enough of the regrets . * WHY ? * because i ' ve put a stop for everything =..=
" what did i do ? "
-> i forbid him from calling or text me ever again ( more to get out of my life )
** shit ! i wished i hadn ' t send him that bloody text message . i was so sad because he actually took it quite well and it ' s like a small matter to him . doesn ' t he know that he 's my world ?? my everything ?!
(( big hope huh ? doesn ' t matter . i always messed up things because i ' m so childish ))
duhh ,. maybe he just got himself with some other hot chicks . * pheww ~ that ' s why i don ' t have any place in his heart anymore . F*uck that bloody bitch !
i don ' t wanna wait anymore because
and i ' m afraid if i keep on WAITING ,..
i ' ll just end up like this !!! p/s : loving you was hard at first . but why when i totally fell for you ,. you make it easy to let go . every pieces of my heart is breaking . thank you .
